Prince Charming and the obstacle that's in the way

I feel like poo today. My sleeping schedule has gone completely haywire, I feel like I've been lying to myself, and I have a lot on my mind. I feel like I need to make a decision, but I don't want to. Don't you hate that?

And you know how sometimes you imagine yourself with that perfect person? Maybe he isn't perfect. Maybe he's just gorgeous (and by gorgeous I mean smokin' hot) or funny or intelligent or charming. Well let's imagine that I've found said "perfect" person. Now usually when you find this person you just end up oogling over him, because, let's face it, you probably aren't going to date this person. However this time, I can't date him. And it isn't because he's not interested or I'm not pretty enough. This time it isn't a flaw of mine that is keeping me from him. It's someone else. I never thought I'd be in this situation. And it sucks, almost more than it does when the obstacle is a flaw of yours that you can't change....

On the other hand, my little cousin is in town! I think I'll go visit him. Maybe he'll brighten my day (he's good at that.)